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My heart was beating a little faster as I walked down the hotel hallway.I had done this plenty of times before, but Mark’s voice had betrayed a different kind of nervous energy than I was accustomed to. I’m often the first trans woman a guy has been with. I like their innocent anxiousness, the relief that washes over them when they see me and realize I’m even more attractive than they hoped.No one is more anxious about their sexuality that straight cis men, no one more frightened of being labeled “gay.” This is especially true for first-timers.
Perhaps struggling to come to terms with strange feelings towards other women ?
I was about to give up in despair of ever finding somewhere I could just be myself and talk about my confused feelings. " "I guess if i'm honest, I've been bi-curious for years but never had the guts to do anything about it.